I Tried..

Bismillah Hirrahman Nirrahiim

Assalamu'alaikum,

I've tried my best to feel okay for everything happen but every time I do, I became more and more unhappy. The thoughts of you makes me sad, holding the tears really burning my eyes. I really wish you are back with me..

I feel empty. I may be emotional right while writing this post but, my life feels like nothing without you in it. I don't want this. I want us. like we used to be. What exactly happened?

The last texts you sent to me last month

Why are you apologizing a lot, I don't even know where did you do wrong. I don't know! This confuses me til this right very moment.. I can't stop thinking that you actually really left when I thought you would never want to..

via Cinemax / Outcast S01E05 

I don't want to move on with someone new. This might sounds cheesy or what ever, but I missed you. Your voice, your scent, your laughs, your hugs, your jokes, our arguments evetything we had created and shared together even our passions! I am stupid, but I need you back :( I just want you.

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I'd still pray for you.. I might be still blind right now, I cannot brush off my feelings for you. May Allah grants me more Sabr and strengths and guidance to ease my heartache. Aamiin Yaa Rabb!